Angst, fanfiction and a side of Woah

I'll try to make the angsty bit short, because it's annoying and stupid. But anyway, at swing last night Rob didn't come until five minutes before I had to leave and he looked amazing in a suit. But he came with Carolyn, who was also all dressed up. They rolled in just before midnight and I didn't get a chance to say hello, which probably isn't really that bad of a thing. So if he's not completely gay he's too busy being not gay with Carolyn to notice me. >:(

Fanfiction! Well, I've finished my fic for the Christmas fic exchange on the dove and I like it. It's a drabble- which I've never written before, mainly because I think they're stupid. But they're also a useful exercise if there's a particulair type of scene or feeling that you want to capture. The feeling that I wanted to write was raw passion, the kind that can hurt so much you can hardly breath. Yet being separated from the person who you feel such passion for would hurt even more, more than is imaginable. I've read one or two stories that have managed to catch this, and it made my heart ache just reading them. That is what I wanted to write, and I'd never done anything like it before, but I think it's all right. I can't post it, because the person I wrote the fic for hasn't seen it yet and that would hardly be fair. But if you'd like to read it I can email it to you so you can "Beta" it. Anyway, just a loophole from the whole secrecy thing :) if you want to read it comment or email me and I'll send it to you.

And now I have finally caught up with the rest of the world and saw Narnia. It was good- very good. I wasn't expecting it to be that good. Very enjoyable, go see it ect. There's no point in me going on about it because everyone else already has.

Anyway, that's all I have to say for now, so good night, God bless us, everyone and so on.