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I think I might try something new. I want to see what it's like to be entirely selfish. I am going to start thinking about me first. I will do things in my own interest and stop going out of my way for other people. If I want to buy something for myself I will do it, rather than going without so I'll have money to buy Christmas/birthday presents for my friends (although I've already gotten most of them for this year).

This probably won't make me very popular and I doubt it'll make me any happier, but if I'm going to be miserable I can at least be comfortable while I'm doing it. I'd better take care of myself because no one else is going to. I am going to decide what I want and then I'm going to get it, everyone else be damned.

It'll be interesting to see how long this lasts.

Heee